I'm listening to depressing music lately. Other people's sorrow makes me feel generally better about my current state of mind. The dumb part is I"m not really depressed or sad myself, I just have this cloud of imminent guilt hanging over my head. Its funny how when you get what you want, you find out you don't necessarily want it anymore. Or that it isn't what you thought it was? What you thought you got turned out to be different? That no matter what you say, once you've made up your mind about something, there's very little that can change it. It's funny how one person can feel something so strongly and the other not. How something you once thought was gone suddenly creeps back out of nowhere. That some people just feel like home. Or how some people just smell or taste right where others taste and smell wrong. That your gut can tell you one thing while your head tells you something different. That just rambling without being specific feels great.
I guess I don't know the answers... But it is funny...
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Maybe it is because we are just that... different people and we can only feel individualy. Otherwise there wouldn't be many problems would there? There would only be happiness and no misunderstandings. One person feeling something and another feeling something else is simply our human restrictions. And you feeling like your situation is less bad because others feel worse... well it's all relitive isn't it?
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